I still find trusting people quite hard. I've got a couple of mates that I do let in, but that's it. It's something I've got to sort out - I cut people off.

Look at Paul McCartney, look at Elton John. They're jealous of Justin Timberlake. I'm sure they were jealous of me when I was in my imperial phase.

I've really been grappling with depression. It's all linked with my cocaine and ecstasy abuse.

I've deliberately tried to calm myself down because eventually I want to be a good role model to my kids.

What was I like? I had a high-pitched voice. Sounded a bit like a girl. Spoke with a Stoke accent, tremendously naive. Overconfident. Tremendously overconfident. And underconfident at the same time - really, really bad combination! Gets you places, though.

You can't argue with popularity. Well, you could, but you'd be wrong!

I didn't lose my mind, it was mine to give away