I've really been grappling with depression. It's all linked with my cocaine and ecstasy abuse.

I didn't lose my mind, it was mine to give away

Madonna looked amazing. I can't believe she's 89 and looks like that.

I met Courtney Love and she said she'd like to sleep with me, but she couldn't cos of my "pop-star thing"... so I said to her I couldn't sleep with her either - cos of her 'ugly thing'.

Tel Aviv, Israel, me, Robbie Williams. I'm coming to see you. It's like a first date. I've got butterflies in my stomache, I can't wait. I hope you feel the same way too. There will be singing, there will be dancing, there will be banter, there will be love. Mainly from me, beaming it to you, from my heart into your heads and minds.

The entertainment industry and my place in it is a place where you burn brightly for as long as you can.

Depression isn't about, 'Woe is me, my life is this, that and the other', it's like having the worst flu all day that you just can't kick.