Consciousness is, among other things, a spontaneous exercise in creativity.
When you focus on delighting an audience you care about, you strip the masses of their power.
Ship small art. Then, ship medium art. Then, ship world-changing, scary, change-your-underwear art.
The search for the right answer is the enemy of art.
In the next life you will be working with those attitudes that are now yours.
When you delight the weird, the overlooked and the outliers, they are significantly more likely to talk about you and recommend you.