I feel like a big faker because I've been putting my life back together, and nobody knows.

I wasn't raised very religiously because my parents went to Catholic school, but I do believe in God very much. I just never gave God a name, if you know what I mean. I hope I haven't let Him down regardless.

Something really is wrong with me. And I don't know what it is.

And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.

I feel like a big faker because I've been putting my life back together, and nobody knows.

It's like looking at all the students and wondering who's had their heart broken that day, and how they are able to cope with having three quizzes and a book report on top of that.

The girl that introduced The Smiths' song 'Asleep' to me was an important musical influence that I met in college. From there it's been an ongoing journey of different bands at different times, introducing bands and songs to me.