I want to tell Tobet about when i was standing in this exact same place last summer, wishing for him to be real. But it's hard to remember life before Tobey. He makes eveything seem possible. Like whatever you feel is true, really true in your heart, you can make happen. And you just know, when it happens, its for real. And there are a million possibilities. Like the possibility of going separate ways. Together.

I want deeper connections with the people around me. I need to reach out more. Because not everyone leaves. Sometimes if you reach out, the person you’re trying to reach will be right there waiting.

Life would be so much easier if fictional boys were real.

Oh and P.S.? I am in dire need of more coffee. Industrial strength.

What do you call it when two people have intense shared history? when nothing can separate them? Soul Sisters

I have to get my life back on track. Order as an antidote to chaos. Calm after the storm.

Still hiding and afraid to let go. Waiting for you to find me uncover me and show me the way.