Otherwise I'll fall apart. I'm going to fall apart. I am falling apart.

If I keep breathing, then I have to keep living, and if I keep living, then I have to keep hurting, and I can't - not like this.

Lochie. The boy I once loved. The boy I still love. The boy I will continue to love, even when my part in this world is over too.

Anyway, what does mad mean exactly?" Rami added quickly "Aren't we all a little mad? Don't we have to be somehat mad just to go on living, to go on hoping?

He is my soul mate, my fresh air, the reason I look forward to getting up every morning.

Nothing can relieve the pain. Not crying, laughing, screaming, begging. Nothing can change the past.

The sight of such aching beauty would infuse his soul with pain.