There is no better way to know us Than as two wolves, come separately to a wood.
He was his own leftover, the spat-out scrag. He was what his brain could make nothing of.
And as if reporting some felony to the police they let you know you were not John Donne.
Fishing provides that connection with the whole living world. It gives you the opportunity of being totally immersed, turning back into yourself in a good way. A form of meditation, some form of communion with levels of yourself that are deeper than the ordinary self.
Show him every dawn & read to him endlessly.
You could become internationally famous - you're Gemini, and according to antique authority have a literary talent, which of course your letters prove.