I might cry tomorrow, but I may be smiling the day after. That's enough. That's the way life is. If I don't lose hope - tomorrow will come. Tomorrow will come if we don't lose hope... I learned that from Nana. But rainy days still make my cheeks wet with tears, even now. It was pouring, on that rainy day.
Ai YazawaHey, Nana... people's feelings change easily... what you see is a house of cards... nothing's sure, and nothing lasts forever.
Ai YazawaHaving someone you love say "Thank you" is more rewarding than just having them say "I love you.
Ai YazawaThey say that only very good friends quarrel. But at the end of the day a quarrel is a fight between two peopleโs egos. Since people cannot understand each other by just being honest. May be its impossible to live your whole life without getting hurt but donโt hurt the people close to you.
Ai YazawaIt took us five hours to reach Tokyo, but I was really happy. I kept talking about myself, and didn't hear anything about Nana. But now that I know you better; I know you wouldn't say anything.
Ai YazawaThe loneliness caused by not hearing Ren's voice... I felt it deep in the night. I felt it deeper than anyone else. Even now at times I look back. In this ordinary life without Ren, I think my life with him was like a dream. Especially on a snowy night like this. On a night as cold as this. Someone keep this guy warm for me, please.
Ai YazawaThe feeling that was born that night, how could i describe it?Words like love or lust just don't seem right. I may call it jealousy, or may be anxiety and moreover, need. Even now I'm anxious at times because when I am with Ren, everything around feels like a dream. That was how Ren turned my boring life into an illusion, and that was too much for no matter how hard i tried, it seemed I could never catch him.
Ai YazawaFor my 20th birthday in March, I'll buy myself a present for doing my best. A one way ticket to Tokyo. All I need is my guitar and a pack of cigarettes.
Ai YazawaPeople can't be just tied together. They have to connect. Otherwise, they'll find themselves bound hand and foot.
Ai YazawaMaybe Iโm just farsighted. The further away something is, the better I can see it but once it gets close, I lose sight of it.
Ai YazawaDo you remember the time we met? The wind blew the snow about on the outside, the train moved, stopped, and then moved some more. It took us five hours to reach Tokyo, but I wasn't bored one bit. I didn't really get to hear so much about Nana. But I knew I would have loved... To hear what Nana had to say about herself. - Nana Komatsu
Ai YazawaI am pissed off at your insensitive inability to understand why I'm pissed off in the first place.
Ai YazawaWe didn't say good bye. But we knew it would be the end if we were apart. There was no reason to call or write letters. As it would have been meaningless, if we couldn't hold each other tight.
Ai YazawaBut even when the moon looks like it's waning...it's actually never changing shape. Don't ever forget that.
Ai YazawaIt takes a lot of strength to hold onto and care for the things we love, so why is it that god seems to have made humans unable to conjure up that degree of power and love?
Ai YazawaRight now I am full of greed and vanity, so I cannot live with you like before. But may be we can meet like this. I think just being together and talking would be nice. But when we grow old, when greed and vanity will be completely gone, when I will be tired of singing can I return to that place too?
Ai YazawaSay, Nana... You look like stray cat, wild and proud. But I can see the wound in your heart. At the time I just thought it was cool. I never realized how hurt you were.
Ai YazawaI always thought that life was about standing your ground, no matter how strong the current was. But going with the flow isn't so bad after all. As long as it takes you forward.
Ai YazawaHey, Hachi People always say that you only discover how precious something is after you lose it--- but I think, you only really recognize it... when you see it a second time face to face. -Nana Osaki
Ai YazawaDon't just give up, Hachiko. Life is about getting knocked down over and over, but still getting up each time. If you keep getting up, you win.
Ai YazawaTrapnest means โThe Trapped Denโ Once we enter it, we canโt get out by our own means I thought that that name could only come from a man who love having power over other.
Ai YazawaYou know Nana, I searched and searched, but could never find the key that unlocked the way. And now that I've stopped looking, I've finally found it. Maybe the door will open for me.
Ai YazawaI want to be spoiled like a child. Cry to my heart's content. But I can only suppress my feelings.
Ai YazawaDon't do stuff that freaks him out, like what you're doing now. Do something that makes him happy.
Ai YazawaThe things that stress me out haven't changed. But I don't wanna lose anything. So I thought that at least I would change. I'm lucky...that I'm afraid of losing something.
Ai YazawaIn this sleepless night, as the darkness advances, look up at the sky and somehow remember that somewhere in this wide world, there are always people who love you, and people who need you. Because every person can't go on living alone.
Ai YazawaNana...how come being happy and making your dreams come true are two different things? Even now, I still don't know why.
Ai Yazawa