Now that I had actually made love, more astonishingly now that I had been made love to, the fantasies were subtly undermined.
Alan HollinghurstI think being an only child created in me a degree of self-reliance, which I'm glad of. It made me perfectly happy with my own company and perhaps was good conditioning for the protracted solitude of writing books as slowly as I do.
Alan HollinghurstWhat the problem was was this colossal redundancy, the squandering of brilliant technique on cheap material.
Alan HollinghurstThere was the noise itself, which he thought of vaguely as the noise of classical music, sameish and rhetorical, full of feelings people surely never had
Alan HollinghurstI was rather a goody-goody as a child... It was only later on I discovered that you could be naughty and get away with it.
Alan HollinghurstTo apologize for what you most wanted to do, to concede that it was obnoxious, boring, 'vulgar and unsafe' --- that was the worst thing.
Alan Hollinghurst