Now that I had actually made love, more astonishingly now that I had been made love to, the fantasies were subtly undermined.
Alan HollinghurstThere was the noise itself, which he thought of vaguely as the noise of classical music, sameish and rhetorical, full of feelings people surely never had
Alan HollinghurstTo apologize for what you most wanted to do, to concede that it was obnoxious, boring, 'vulgar and unsafe' --- that was the worst thing.
Alan Hollinghurst