You should think about your character. Know where you are changing, how you will be changed, what cannot be changed back again.

But I don't have anything left inside of me to figure out where I fit in or what I want. If I want anything, it's to know what's possible to want.

I have always known a thing before it happens.

While it is good to speak well, it is better to speak the truth.

Can you imagine how it is, to want to be neither inside nor outside, to want to be nowhere and disappear?

Words to me were magic. You could say a word and it could conjure up all kinds of images or feelings or a chilly sensation or whatever. It was amazing to me that words had this power.

Among writers, if you don't have a therapist, it's like saying you don't keep a journal or use the thesaurus. It's a natural accompaniment.