The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
Alone. The saddest word in the world.
one day I'll be old, without ever having really been young
Lying - remembering beauty in truth.
How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?
My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.