Maybe the new me will be different.
The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
I'm not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I've gotten from books.
Lying - remembering beauty in truth.
I would like to stay stoned all the time, it scares me itโs so good. I would like to stay stoned every minute of every day for the rest of my life.