Alone. The saddest word in the world.

Why is life so difficult? Why can't we be just ourselves and have everyone accept us the way we are?

The same old dumb teachers teaching the same old dumb subjects in the same old dumb school. I seem to be kind of losing interest in everything. At first I thought high school would be fun but it's just dull. Everything's dull. Maybe it's because I'm growing up and life is becoming more blase.

I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs--which shows how screwed up this world really is!

I pretend I've got lots of confidence and I'm a big jock and like that but deep inside I'm a frightened, insecure, can't-make-it failure.

Maybe the new me will be different.

I'm afraid to live and afraid to die.