How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren't even physical?

She didn't know whether she was running away from something or running to something, but she admitted that deep in her heart she wanted to go home.

I would like to stay stoned all the time, it scares me it’s so good. I would like to stay stoned every minute of every day for the rest of my life.

The same old dumb teachers teaching the same old dumb subjects in the same old dumb school. I seem to be kind of losing interest in everything. At first I thought high school would be fun but it's just dull. Everything's dull. Maybe it's because I'm growing up and life is becoming more blase.

I'm afraid to live and afraid to die.

I’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.

I’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.