I'm not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I've gotten from books.

I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs--which shows how screwed up this world really is!

Nobody's talking to me, but nobody's hassling me either. I guess you can't have everything.

one day I'll be old, without ever having really been young

Maybe the new me will be different.

I guess I'll never measure up to anyone's expectations. I surely don't measure up to what I'd like to be.

I’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.