I’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.

one day I'll be old, without ever having really been young

The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.

I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs--which shows how screwed up this world really is!

How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren't even physical?

The same old dumb teachers teaching the same old dumb subjects in the same old dumb school. I seem to be kind of losing interest in everything. At first I thought high school would be fun but it's just dull. Everything's dull. Maybe it's because I'm growing up and life is becoming more blase.

I'm not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I've gotten from books.