one day I'll be old, without ever having really been young

Nobody's talking to me, but nobody's hassling me either. I guess you can't have everything.

I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.

I pretend I've got lots of confidence and I'm a big jock and like that but deep inside I'm a frightened, insecure, can't-make-it failure.

I guess I'll never measure up to anyone's expectations. I surely don't measure up to what I'd like to be.

I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs--which shows how screwed up this world really is!

Sometimes fantasies are better than life.