I'm afraid to live and afraid to die.

I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs--which shows how screwed up this world really is!

I’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.

I would like to stay stoned all the time, it scares me it’s so good. I would like to stay stoned every minute of every day for the rest of my life.

She didn't know whether she was running away from something or running to something, but she admitted that deep in her heart she wanted to go home.

Sometimes fantasies are better than life.

I can't believe that I changed so little. I expected to look old and hollow and gray, but I guess it's only me on the inside that has shriveled and deteriorated.