I'm partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing. Sometimes I think we're all trying to be shadows of each other, trying to buy the same records and everything even if we don't like them. Kids are like robots, off an assembly line, and I don't want to be a robot!

I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs--which shows how screwed up this world really is!

They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!

I'm afraid to live and afraid to die.

How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren't even physical?

Lying - remembering beauty in truth.

The voice of every kid hooked on drugs, alcohol or the occult joins the sad chorus "Not me! I didn't think it could ever happen to me. I was sure I could handle it.