The voice of every kid hooked on drugs, alcohol or the occult joins the sad chorus "Not me! I didn't think it could ever happen to me. I was sure I could handle it.

I'm afraid to live and afraid to die.

My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.

Alone. The saddest word in the world.

Nobody's talking to me, but nobody's hassling me either. I guess you can't have everything.

I’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.

Lying - remembering beauty in truth.