I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.

I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.

The same old dumb teachers teaching the same old dumb subjects in the same old dumb school. I seem to be kind of losing interest in everything. At first I thought high school would be fun but it's just dull. Everything's dull. Maybe it's because I'm growing up and life is becoming more blase.

Maybe the new me will be different.

I’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.

Sometimes fantasies are better than life.

Alone. The saddest word in the world.