I can't bear to hear a woman talk baby talk.

I was a fat-headed guy, full of pain.

I began by acting like the person I wanted to be, and eventually I became that person.

One pretends to do something, or copy someone or some teacher, until it can be done confidently and easily in what becomes one's own style

I pretended to be somebody I wanted to be until finally I became that person. Or he became me.

I can't bear to hear a woman talk baby talk.

I'm a fatheaded guy, full of pain. It tore me up not having you.