I never found anyone who was good enough, who I could trust enough.
I have always been free with my love - it is my nature. I am easily captivated by men and they have always been attracted to me.
They wanted to hear about the sex, of course. But not the rest; no one wanted to hear the rest.
However I dress it up, I was a spy and I am not proud of it.
One way of reading my life is that I have been in constant search for a father.
Bill Astor knew these papers were missing. Stephen showed his hand in October.