I don't want to die without a few scars.
You can say anything if enough people will listen.
This is the biggest mistake I could think would save me. I wanted to give up the idea that I had any control. Shake things up. To be saved by chaos. To see if I could cope, I wanted to force myself to grow again. To explode my comfort zone.
Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it.
If people thought you were dying, they gave you their full attention.
Each wedding picture was less of a memento than a scar. Proof of some horror movie scenario Katherine Kenton has survived.