If you're male and you're Christian and living in America, your father is your model for God. And if you never know your father, if your father bails out or dies or is never at home, what do you believe about God?

Tyler's words coming out of my mouth. I used to be such a nice person.

I need to rebel against myself. It's the opposite of following your bliss. I need to do what I most fear.

There are worse things than finding your wife and child dead. You can watch the world do it. You can watch your wife get old and bored. You can watch your kids discover everything in the world you've tried to save them from. Drugs, divorce, conformity, disease. All the nice clean books, music, television. Distraction.

Put a gun to my head and paint the wall with my brains.

Ever since college, I make friends. They get married. I lose friends.

You humiliate a rich person and they're still rich. You humiliate a brilliant person and they're still smart. A person who is well connected is still the king of England. But if you humiliate a young person, you take away the only form of power they have.