If you died right now, how would you feel about your life?
What you have to consider is the possibility that God doesn't like you. Could be, God hates us. This is not the worst thing that could happen.
Maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves.
Worker bees can leave. Even drones can fly away. The Queen is their slave.
Yeah. Well. Whatever. You can't teach God anything.
It's not love or anything, but I think I like you, too.