I suppose itโs comfort, perhaps a sense of self-control, doing worse things to yourself than the world will ever dare inflict.
Chuck PalahniukWhen you're an addict, you can go without feeling anything except drunk or stoned or hungry. Still, when you compare this to other feelings, to sadness, anger, fear, worry, despair, and depression, well, an addiction no longer looks so bad. It looks like a very viable option.
Chuck Palahniuk