We all have some proper noun to blame.
Reject the basic assumptions of civilization, especially the importance of material possessions.
I've been choking to death for years. By now this should be easy.
When you're an addict, you can go without feeling anything except drunk or stoned or hungry. Still, when you compare this to other feelings, to sadness, anger, fear, worry, despair, and depression, well, an addiction no longer looks so bad. It looks like a very viable option.
Just let your hand drop; and let fate decide for you.
Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everyone I've ever known.