The only difference between suicide and martyrdom is press coverage.
We have pain and hate and love and joy and war in the world because we want them.
I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete. I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom.
People take conventional ways that other people have always decorated their cars, and use them as ways of giving other people permission to approach them.
Make me into anything, but just love me.
It's exhausting, the energy it takes to unknow a truth.