This was freedom. Losing all hope was freedom.
Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it.
Art never comes from happiness.
I disconnect the telephone to keep the outside world in it's correct place.
Sometimes the very best way to deal with unpleasant things is to depict them in ways that allow people to laugh at them and destroy the power of unsayable things, rather than refusing to acknowledge them.
This deluded little rube who really thought the future would be any better. If you just worked hard enough. If you just learned enough. Ran fast enough. Everything would turn out right, and your life would amount to something.