Make generosity part of your growth strategy.
Give it your all. Give it away. Your desires are being held in the hand of the cosmos with incredibly sturdy care. Life is not testing you. She is rooting for you.
Surprise your doubts with action.
The world reflects back to you how much you value yourself.
First. get clear on how you want to feel. Then, do stuff that makes you feel that way.
If it doesn't light you up, you're not the right person for the job.