You can't dribble on bow ties.
Adults are only obsolete children.
When you're in a Slump, you're not in for much fun. Un-slumping yourself is not easily done.
Plant a new Truffula. Treat it with care. Give it clean water. And feed it fresh air.
Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not.
If you want to get things you can't buy in a store, you have to do things never thought of before.