I deeply believe in one's own positive will to overcome even the most daunting challenges.

But I must never forget how blessed I have been. God has given me gifts and happiness, beyond any of my simple desires. My deepest desire now is to simply live... So with hope and determination, I'd hold on and go on.

I feel like a blonde nothingness, alone in my own body ...... Today it's not drugs that fill my body, its despair.

I like it when you're under the ocean, and all you can feel is calm

I was thinking I would miss the rain. I wonder if you can experience the rain in Heaven, if God will let you dip your wings down... But my biggest expectation now is just to live. I will not go gently into that goodnight.

I feel like a dog who has been to the vet too many times.

I do not want to die of this disease. So I say to God: "It is seriously time for a miracle."