It's much easier to go through something and deal with it without being under a microscope... It was stressful. I was terrified getting the chemo. It's not pleasant. And the radiation is not pleasant.

I feel like a blonde nothingness, alone in my own body ...... Today it's not drugs that fill my body, its despair.

It's much easier to go through something and deal with it without being under a microscope... It was stressful. I was terrified getting the chemo. It's not pleasant. And the radiation is not pleasant.

Cancer is a disease that is mysterious, headstrong and makes its own rules. And mine, to this date, is incurable.

Everything has positive and negative consequences.

Cancer is my own private war. The strain, the nausea, the fever take turns challenging my strength, my mind and my spirit.

I became famous almost before I had a craft.