You are drained by foolish actions and others.

Find a teacher and devote yourself to the study, but in a balanced way, not a fanatical way.

Imagine a vast ocean. Feel that you are part of that ocean. Imagine that each wave in the ocean is slowly moving through you. Feel that each wave is a wave of joy.

You are all dirty and grungy. You go step in the shower and you come out clean. When you enter into the white light, it does something to you.

So, those who hate, those who are violent in nature, live in a world of hate and fear and violence inside themselves, inside their minds, inside their awareness.

Career success is using your daily work, schoolwork, work in the world, work at home, as a way of advancing your mental state.

It is only when you realize that you are mortal and yet immortal simultaneously that you begin to realize that the beautiful incongruities of existence aren't incongruous at all, but rather perfect.