If the tonal collapses completely, then you're crazy functionally, you're psychotic.

From infinite awareness, something comes forward, a sense of infinite awareness and finite awareness. That perception is the birth of a being.

I'll go to a city, a school, and give a lecture because I can feel someone there. I inwardly see first their is someone there who is waiting. Where they'll show up or not, I don't know. That depneds upon many factors.

In no way can words convey the nagual. But they open up the possibility. They allow an admission on the island of the tonal.

If you are afraid of other people take a martial arts class. The best way to overcome fear is learn to be proficient in martial arts.

A lot of people who are involved in self-discovery lose energy to abusive teachers, to abusive friends and to entities, non-physical beings.

What is Tantric Zen? Well, I don't think I can give you a straight answer, since I don't happen to be a very straight Zen master.