Try to find a teacher of meditation and meditate at least once a week in a group with people who meditate a little better than you do. It will inspire you to keep meditating.
Frederick LenzAs a monk you have a responsibility to meditate many hours a day. Not just to sit there but to think of the ten thousand radiances.
Frederick LenzSome come to a teacher for power. They still have all the desires, angers and jealousies of an unevolved person. Consequently, they become destructive both to themselves and to others.
Frederick Lenz