I'm OK. Much better than on other occasions. It's true that I've made lots of mistakes but I've never tried to bother anyone. I want to stay alive, preferably in peace, without seeing every one of my mistakes in the papers, and on many occasions, even stories that are lies.

I was in for 10 hours and had 40 pints - beating my previous record by 20 minutes

People say you have to hit rock bottom, and, I can tell you, almost dying is as rock bottom as it gets.

I even found it difficult to watch myself playing on TV because I couldn't identify with the person on the screen. I couldn't get to grips with it. It was as if it was all happening to someone else.

Maybe 'loner' is too strong a word, but I've always enjoyed being on my own.

People say I slept with seven miss worlds, I didn't. It was only four, I didn't turn up for the other three

I'd have to be superman to do some of the things I'm supposed to have done, I've been at six different places at six different times.