But as I stood there dressed in a cute black pants suit and white button-up shirt and heels, I felt completely out of place. Not necessarily because of the clothes, butโฆI just donโt belong there. I canโt put my finger on it, but that Monday and the rest of that week when I woke up, got dressed and walked into that store, something was itching the back part of my consciousness. I couldnโt hear the actual words, but it felt like: This is your life, Camryn Bennett. This is your life.
J.A. RedmerskiNever thought Iโd intentionally sleep on a bathromm floor next to a toilet while sober, but I meant it when I said I would sleep anywhere with her.
J.A. RedmerskiShe sticks her tongue out at me and crosses her eyes. Not sure why that made me want to do her in the backseat, but to each his own, I guess.
J.A. RedmerskiI promise to love you forever in this life and wherever we go in the afterlife, because I know I can't go on in any life unless you're in it too.
J.A. RedmerskiHeart always wins out over the mind. The heart, although reckless and suicidal and a masochist all on its own, always gets its way.
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