But as I stood there dressed in a cute black pants suit and white button-up shirt and heels, I felt completely out of place. Not necessarily because of the clothes, butโฆI just donโt belong there. I canโt put my finger on it, but that Monday and the rest of that week when I woke up, got dressed and walked into that store, something was itching the back part of my consciousness. I couldnโt hear the actual words, but it felt like: This is your life, Camryn Bennett. This is your life.
J.A. RedmerskiI tried to will them with my super mental powers so heโd put them around my waist, but apparently I had no super mental powers.
J.A. RedmerskiWell, everybody needs help feeling alive again every once in a while.โ โNo,โ she says seriously, and my gaze falls back on hers, โI didnโt say again, Andrew; for making me feel alive for the first time.
J.A. RedmerskiItโs not only about sadness. In truth, sadness really has little to do with it. Depression is pain in its purest form and I would do anything to be able to feel an emotion again. Any emotion at all. Pain hurts, but pain thatโs so powerful that you canโt feel anything anymore, thatโs when you start to feel like youโre going crazy.
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