Never thought Iโd intentionally sleep on a bathromm floor next to a toilet while sober, but I meant it when I said I would sleep anywhere with her.
J.A. RedmerskiTime is cruel like life. It slows down so that you can truly experience the worst moments of it. Only if you make it through them do you get to say โIt all happened so fast.
J.A. RedmerskiI loved Ian in the now, the way he looked at me, how he made my stomach swim, how he held my hair when I was puking my guts up after eating a bad enchilada. Thatโs love.
J.A. RedmerskiPain hurts, but pain that's so powerful that you can't feel anymore, that's when you start to feel like you're going crazy.
J.A. RedmerskiBut as I stood there dressed in a cute black pants suit and white button-up shirt and heels, I felt completely out of place. Not necessarily because of the clothes, butโฆI just donโt belong there. I canโt put my finger on it, but that Monday and the rest of that week when I woke up, got dressed and walked into that store, something was itching the back part of my consciousness. I couldnโt hear the actual words, but it felt like: This is your life, Camryn Bennett. This is your life.
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