Nothing else loves me, or ever will. Not even - especially - me. I know what I am and that is not a thing to love.
Jeff LindsayAnd so as much as I can, I care about her, dear Deborah. It's probably not love, but I would rather she were happy.
Jeff LindsayThe students we saw were all bright, attractive, and polite, and the teachers all seemed to be smart and dedicated, and I began to appreciate the benefits of a private school education. If only I'd had the opportunity to attend a place like this, who knows what I might have become? Perhaps instead of a mere blood-spatter analyst who slunk away at night to kill without conscience, I could have become a doctor, or a physicist, or even a senator who slunk away at night to kill without conscience. It was terribly sad to think of all my wasted potential.
Jeff Lindsay