You have to block everything out and be extremely focused and be relaxed and mellow too.

I know there is much mystery, much question to what happened, and I must also say, many lies.

I feel life I've started a new chapter in my life, and I need to live the past behind.

I do still have some of the experience from playing, but it's been so long since I've been out in those quarters, semis, finals, the important final matches, just against the top players.

You have to block everything out and be extremely focused and be relaxed and mellow too.

Let me say that the path I did take for a brief period of my life was not of reckless drug use, hurting others, but it was a path of quiet rebellion, of a little experimentation of a darker side of my confusion in a confusing world, lost in the midst of finding my identity.

I mean, obviously, a lot of people know me around the world. Kids know me.