It doesn't matter whether I qualify or wildcards.
Dreams do come true if you keep believing in yourself. Anything is possible.
I was an emotional basket case.
You have to block everything out and be extremely focused and be relaxed and mellow too.
I just want to get to the level where I can say that that's my level, just try to play well, get up there.
Let me say that the path I did take for a brief period of my life was not of reckless drug use, hurting others, but it was a path of quiet rebellion, of a little experimentation of a darker side of my confusion in a confusing world, lost in the midst of finding my identity.