I just want to get to the level where I can say that that's my level, just try to play well, get up there.

I know there is much mystery, much question to what happened, and I must also say, many lies.

Coming back after the layoff, I wasn't really sure what to expect.

Tennis is what I do and is part of who I am.

Yes, I made mistakes by rebelling, by acting out in confused ways.

Now a lot has changed and I can separate a lot of things.

It wasn't my tennis that made me lose, it was a lot of different things going on, high drama, high emotion.