Yes, I made mistakes by rebelling, by acting out in confused ways.

But, you know, I just want to play well and have fun playing well.

I just want to get to the level where I can say that that's my level, just try to play well, get up there.

Let me say that the path I did take for a brief period of my life was not of reckless drug use, hurting others, but it was a path of quiet rebellion, of a little experimentation of a darker side of my confusion in a confusing world, lost in the midst of finding my identity.

Dreams do come true if you keep believing in yourself. Anything is possible.

It wasn't my tennis that made me lose, it was a lot of different things going on, high drama, high emotion.

Now a lot has changed and I can separate a lot of things.