I know there is much mystery, much question to what happened, and I must also say, many lies.
Tennis is what I do and is part of who I am.
It doesn't matter whether I qualify or wildcards.
I do still have some of the experience from playing, but it's been so long since I've been out in those quarters, semis, finals, the important final matches, just against the top players.
But, you know, I just want to play well and have fun playing well.
I feel life I've started a new chapter in my life, and I need to live the past behind.