Never allow your fear to grow larger than your faith
At its core, health is simple: eat the right amount for your body, don't ingest chemicals or fake foods, and move more.
The past does not define, you the present does.
I want you to feel like you're going to die.
Life breaks us all, but you're stronger in the places that were broken. Or you can essentially crumble, give up, and, you know, waste your life.
Don't shut down your emotions. Embrace them. Your emotions are your internal compass telling you whether or not you are on track. Use them to help cultivate your passions or motivate you to change situations and circumstances that hold you back from achieving your goals.