A leader who loves status quo soon becomes a follower.
If something can be done 80% as well by someone else, delegate!
You have to live with the people to know their needs, and you have to live with God to know how to solve them.
Failing forward is the ability to get back up after you've been knocked down, learn from your mistake, and move forward in a better direction.
Your emotions are making it difficult for you to accept hard decisions.
Unless you want to carry the whole load yourself, you need to be developing leaders.