Stop giving your precious energy to things that make you feel bad.
I want you to know that your future is always bright, no matter what your age.
Wherever you go and whomever you meet, you will find your own love waiting for you.
Grief is a matter of the heart and soul. Grieve your loss, allow it in, and spend time with it.
Guilt is a totally useless emotion. It never makes anyone feel better nor does it change a situation.
I think you can learn to have much more pleasant thoughts moving through your mind that will help ease any situation, and it takes making a conscious choice to do so.