I became the butterfly. I got out of the cocoon, and I flew.

Well, right now, technically, I have no breast cancer.

I don't want to have to say, Honey, you know, could you turn off the sports channel because I'm not a big sports fan, and I don't love the television being on just for the sake of turning on. I'd like turning on for some thing specific.

I'm also doing constant book readings, movies. You name it, I'm doing it.

They have - they do still hit me occasionally, and it's an overwhelming grief for what - even though my life is so good now, even including going through treatment for cancer, my life is incredible.

And so I was very grateful that I didn't do the British stiff upper lip, but I went straight to a therapist. And she was wonderful and helpful, and I went for about two years.

And I would urge all women to have that regular mammogram.